26 May 2009
apakah persahabatan seperti teh manis hangat?
tapi sekarang gw menggunakan kata persahabatan karena terpaksa. gw gk tau mau nyebutnya apalagi. masa temenan, kan beda arti.
gw heran sama gua sendiri. sepertinya lika-liku jalur pershabatan gua bisa dibaca. tapi entah kenapa gua gk bisa belajar dari apa yang sudah2 gua lewati, padahal harusnya bisa. gini loh, gua merasa perjalanan tentang masa persahabatan gua berlalu dan berubah dengan cepat layaknya jam pasir yang mampu berpindah dalam hitungan waktu. dari kecil sampai sekarang selalu deh gua belum bisa menemukan sahabat yang sejati. gua tuh pengen deh kayak kakak gw. kayak anja sama intan. mereka udah 6 tahun terpisah sekolah, jarang komunikasi, jarang ketemu. tapi, sekali ada event, mereka bisa gitu janjian dan tetap hangat seperti teman yang bertemu setiap hari. sedangkan gw? yang tadinya hangat malah berubah dingin.
gw merasa persahabtanku tergambar seperti teh manis yang begitu hangat. begitu nikmat dan nyaman. tapi, tak akan lama teh manis itu berubah jadi dingin dan jadi gak enak. ngerti gak?
seperti pengalaman gw yang udah2. fenomena yang aneh dan selalu terjadi. saat ada seseorang mencoba dekat dengan gw begitu hangat, tiba2 teman2 yang gw punya berubah jadi dingin atau aku nya yang jadi dingin.pokokny ada aja masalah yang membuat aku pisah dengan teman2 yang gw punya. dan hal itu terus berlanjut.
aku cuma takut. apa yang aku punya sekarang, teman2 yang aku punya, dan kasih sayang yg telah kudapat begitu hangat akan berubah mendingin. apalagi gw lagi hangat2nya sama OSG. gw gak mau OSG kandas seperti Rockezhilla yang aku bentuk dengan disty, bilkis, dan hafizha. gw sih maunya tetep awet kayak intan ama anja.
gw takut malah gw sendiri yang jahat dan ngejauh dari OSG. yah kyk gw ama Rockezhilla aja, kan gw yang jahat sama mereka. mudah-mudahan sih gak gitu. amiin
15 April 2009
LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD
Once upon a time there was a sweet little girl. Everyone who saw her liked her, but most of all her grandmother , who did not know what to give the child next. Once she gave her a little cap made of red velvet. Because it suited her so well, and she wanted to wear it all the time, she came to be known as Little Red Riding Hood .
One day her mother said to her, "Come Little Red Riding Hood. Here is a piece of cake and a bottle of wine . Take them to your grandmother. She is sick and weak, and they will do her well. Mind your manners and give her my greetings . Behave yourself on the way, and do not leave the path, or you might fall down and break the glass, and then there will be nothing for your grandmother . And when you enter her parlor , don't forget to say 'Good morning,' and don't peer into all the corners first. You will not find a tiger there."
"I'll do everything just right," said Little Red Riding Hood, shaking her mother 's hand.
The grandmother lived out in the woods, a half hour from the village . When Little Red Riding Hood entered the woods a wolf came up to her. She did not know what a wicked animal he was, and was not afraid of him.
"Good day to you, Little Red Riding Hood."
"Thank you, wolf."
"Where are you going so early, Little Red Riding Hood?"
"To grandmother's."
"And what are you carrying under your apron ?"
"Grandmother is sick and weak, and I am taking her some cake and wine. We baked yesterday, and they should be good for her and give her strength."
"Little Red Riding Hood, just where does your grandmother live?"
"Her house is good quarter hour from here in the woods, under the three large oak trees . There's a hedge of hazel bushes there. You must know the place," said Little Red Riding Hood.
The wolf thought to himself, "Now that sweet young thing is a tasty bite for me. She will taste even better than the old woman. You must be sly, and you can catch them both."
He walked along a little while with Little Red Riding Hood, then he said, "Little Red Riding Hood, just look at the beautiful flowers that are all around us. Why don't you go and take a look? And I don't believe you can hear how beautifully the birds are singing. You are walking along as though you were on your way to school . It is very beautiful in the woods."
Little Red Riding Hood opened her eyes and when she saw the sunbeams dancing to and fro through the trees and how the ground was covered with beautiful flowers , she thought, "If a take a fresh bouquet to grandmother, she will be very pleased. Anyway, it is still early, and I'll be home on time." And she ran off the path into the woods looking for flowers. Each time she picked one she thought that she could see an even more beautiful one a little way off, and she ran after it, going further and further into the woods. But the wolf ran straight to the grandmother's house and knocked on the door.
"Who's there?"
"Little Red Riding Hood. I'm bringing you some cake and wine. Open the door."
"Just press the latch," called out the grandmother. "I'm too weak to get up."
The wolf pressed the latch, and the door opened. He stepped inside, went straight to the grandmother's bed , and ate her up. Then he put on her clothes , put her cap on his head, got into her bed, and pulled the curtains shut.
Little Red Riding Hood had run after the flowers. After she had gathered so many that she could not carry any more, she remembered her grandmother, and then continued on her way to her house. She found, to her surprise, that the door was open. She walked into the parlor, and everything looked so strange that she thought, "Oh, my God, why am I so afraid? I usually like it at grandmother's."
She called out, "Good morning!" but received no answer. Then she went to the bed and pulled back the curtains. Grandmother was lying there with her cap pulled down over her face and looking very strange.
"Oh, grandmother, what big ears you have!"
"All the better to hear you with."
"Oh, grandmother, what big eyes you have!"
"All the better to see you with."
"Oh, grandmother, what big hands you have!"
"All the better to hug you with!"
"Oh, grandmother, what a horribly big mouth you have!" "All the better to eat you with!"
The wolf had scarcely finished speaking when he jumped from the bed with a single leap and ate up poor Little Red Riding Hood. As soon as the wolf had satisfied his desires, he climbed back into bed, fell asleep, and began to snore very loudly.
A huntsman was just passing by. He thought, "The old woman is snoring so loudly. You had better see if something is wrong with her."
He stepped into the parlor, and when he approached the bed, he saw the wolf lying there. "So here I find you, you old sinner," he said. "I have been hunting for you a long time."
He was about to aim his rifle when it occurred to him that the wolf might have eaten the grandmother, and that she still might be rescued. So instead of shooting, he took a pair of scissors and began to cut open the wolf's belly. After a few cuts he saw the red cap shining through., and after a few more cuts the girl jumped out, crying, "Oh, I was so frightened! It was so dark inside the wolf's body!"
And then the grandmother came out as well, alive but hardly able to breathe. Then Little Red Riding Hood fetched some large stones . She filled the wolf's body with them, and when he woke up and tried to run away with the stones in his belly, the stones were so heavy that he immediately fell down dead.
The three of them were happy. The huntsman skinned the wolf and went home with the pelt. The grandmother ate the cake and drank the wine that Little Red Riding Hood had brought. And Little Red Riding Hood thought, "As long as I live, I will never leave the path and run off into the woods by myself if mother tells me not to."
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They also tell how Little Red Riding Hood was taking some baked things to her grandmother another time, when another wolf spoke to her and wanted her to leave the path. But Little Red Riding Hood took care and went straight to grandmother's. She told her that she had seen the wolf, and that he had wished her a good day, but had stared at her in a wicked manner. "If we hadn't been on a public road , he would have eaten me up," she said.
"Come," said the grandmother. "Let's lock the door, so he can't get in."
Soon afterward the wolf knocked on the door and called out, "Open up, grandmother. It's Little Red Riding Hood, and I'm bringing you some baked things."
They remained silent, and did not open the door. Gray-Head crept around the house several times, and finally jumped onto the roof. He wanted to wait until Little Red Riding Hood went home that evening, then follow her and eat her up in the darkness . But the grandmother saw what he was up to. There was a large stone trough in front of the house.
"Fetch a bucket, Little Red Riding Hood," she said to the child. "Yesterday I cooked some sausage . Carry the water that I boiled them with to the trough." Little Red Riding Hood carried water until the large, large trough was clear full. The smell of sausage arose into the wolf's nose. He sniffed and looked down, stretching his neck so long that he could no longer hold himself, and he began to slide. He slid off the roof, fell into the trough, and drowned. And Little Red Riding Hood returned home happily, and no one harmed her.
08 April 2009
I'm not a mean girls
30 March 2009
TO GUE..
gw heran aja, knp sih setiap ujian nilai gw jokel? pdhal kalo lg latian biasa gw tuh cemerlang bgt gtu. apalagi gw maen am anak gemilang pula. secara fathin gituu.. metal. kayaknya kalo gw ngrjain soal2 mtk dideket fathin rsanya tenaaaang bgt. langsung gemilang gw. tp karena tiap gw ujian fathin gk brg gw, gw jd ngrasa tergesa2. pdhl ada atau gak nya dia tuh gk ngaruh. orang gw kan gk nyontek am tuh bocah.
trus janji gw ama pak dwi soal TO fisika, itu sih beres. gw udah janji dan sudah melaksanakn tidak akan pernah nyontek di setiap ujian ipa. tp knp nilai gw masih jatoh.. huh, ini smwa karena gw cuma cemerlang di fisika doang. tp kl di biologi,, yh cm pk NALAR, INGATAN, ama FEELING. padahal gw butuh yag real...